Depression

it leads you to nothing yet it a silent killer that will hurt you in the end. if this is your battle, you want to fight it until you win but even when you win, you will have nothing. the benefits it's not yours and the real victory is not even something right for you to claim.

As much as I don't want to think about what is happening in my life now, I can't. especially when it involves those who I love so much, someone close to me. and while writing this, my head hurt so much. I can't be sick now. I had enough sickness to add a new one.

a Word of Thank You

First and foremost. the Almighty Allah. You are the one that arrange this to happen so I will learn better, all of these test just to prove that You love, that You are there beside me. Alhamdulillah

I had rough week last week. But I was able to pull myself together, Alhamdulillah.
Meeting my family was a great help, and having Ammar around, life couldn't get better. We stayed up until 4am to chit chat, catching up with each other's life. Well, of course I know what's going on with him while he is at Pangkor but it's better to talk face to face rather than hours on the phone (plus my ears will hurt a lot).

And my BESTIES, how can I ever say that I LOBU YOU GIRLS (and a guy but I don't love this guy lol!!!)??? Thanks for being there and your words of encouragement lighten up my mood. though I don't go around showing my sulky face, I guess they could sense it^^. Thank you Falah, Farah and Putri. I managed to Call jasmine to tell her everything and I am glad that I was able to talk to her. And Salman, his stupidity in words is something that always bring a good laugh in my life. I know my life will be a little dull without him around.

I thank you guys from the bottom of my heart.
12/03/2009
13
3rd

Happy News!!!

I just called my mum using public phone (sadly I left my phone at homeD:) and Nina told me my pabo brother is back!!! although Ammar might stay for only three days, I must go home! plus he had been holding on to my phone, he won't let anyone touch my phone^^ (lol overprotective or you want it?)
I am so going to take loads of pictures. hate to admit it but I do miss him.
(cause hours on the phone is not enough, talk to him face to face is better)


and welcome March. you know I anticipate for YOU right? too many good things that I will be looking forward to. 2 birthdays and the "87% Buffering" stuff^^. I never loved March as much as I do now=)
Everything is 13eyond your imagination^^