never in my life i try to busy myself with other people works...
i am too in love with myself until i really don't care about others.
it was hard you see, to change.
you are you and i am me... it has been like that for the past 20 years.
i don't want to impress other with saying i can do it all...
no i can't!
so if people wants to give me something to do when i have piles of work to do
PLEASE GIVE IT IN ADVANCE!!!!!!!!
don't just give it today and two hours later come up to ask for it.
that's insane!
and then when i can't finish it on the time you asked, you go to tell others that i don't do my work or tell others how imperfect my job was.
try do it yourself next time and see how you can do it.
i despise these people until yesterday but now i am allright.
i sat for a moment thinking...
i should not be too harsh.
it has been proven even though the job was a last minute one, i still can do it.
yes, i know i mumbles a lot but next time, i should be this way
-less talking
-perfect job
-istighfar
-sincere
maybe with that i will be more calm and the job itself will be good and be blessed by Allah.
though i still a bit...only a bit mad.forgive me Allah for that
1 comment:
hope you could also understand the people who asked to help. you could just say no in the first place. but you didn't, and i'm glad you didn't.
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