because my computer is still crash and virus has infect every single file and makes it slow i have to put the writing on hiatus until further notice, at least until i got it fix. i'm so gonna miss blogging and my blogging friend...
=_ON HIATUS UNTIL I GOT MY LAPPY'S FIX_=
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
aku ada DIA
Apakah Cinta?
kalau dicurangi hati kan merana
pada siapa harus aku percaya?
kalau ditinggalkan hati kan berkecai
kalau diduakan hati kan bersedih
namun tidak cinta hati ku
aku ada DIA
ya aku ada DIA
aku sangat mahu dicintai DIA
DIA tidak pernah menolak aku
tidak akan curang pada ku
dan tidak akan sekali meninggalkan ku
tika aku dalam gelap, DIAlah cahayaku
tika aku kesedihan, pada DIAlah aku mengadu
tika aku gembira, pada DIAlah aku bersyukur
DIA adalah yang satu buatku
DIA yang memahami seperti tiada yang lain
Dan DIA yang menciptakan ku
Ya Allah,
Engkaulah RAb ku,
Penciptaku.
Tiada yang dapat mengampuni dosaku melainkan Engkau
Hati ku milik Mu dan hanya untuk MU.
kurniakanlah aku kekuatan seperti Fatimah
kecintaan pada-Mu seperti Rabiah
dan kekentalan jiwa seperti Asma'.
Terima kasih wahai Tuhanku
kerana tidak pernah Engkau meninggalkan ku tika aku jatuh
dan membangkitkan aku dengan roh iman tika aku bersedih
-MawaddahSalleh-
cinta manusia
menyakitkan
cinta pada-Nya
kegembiraan
cinta manusia jika bukan kerana Allah
melalaikan
cinta pada-Nya
menambah iman
manusia akan mati, cintanya datang dan pergi, perasaanya mudah berubah.
Dia hidup dan tidak mati, cintaNya selamanya, hanya ketenangan yang dirasai.
p/s: mahu mencintai DIA sepenuh hati...
kalau dicurangi hati kan merana
pada siapa harus aku percaya?
kalau ditinggalkan hati kan berkecai
kalau diduakan hati kan bersedih
namun tidak cinta hati ku
aku ada DIA
ya aku ada DIA
aku sangat mahu dicintai DIA
DIA tidak pernah menolak aku
tidak akan curang pada ku
dan tidak akan sekali meninggalkan ku
tika aku dalam gelap, DIAlah cahayaku
tika aku kesedihan, pada DIAlah aku mengadu
tika aku gembira, pada DIAlah aku bersyukur
DIA adalah yang satu buatku
DIA yang memahami seperti tiada yang lain
Dan DIA yang menciptakan ku
Ya Allah,
Engkaulah RAb ku,
Penciptaku.
Tiada yang dapat mengampuni dosaku melainkan Engkau
Hati ku milik Mu dan hanya untuk MU.
kurniakanlah aku kekuatan seperti Fatimah
kecintaan pada-Mu seperti Rabiah
dan kekentalan jiwa seperti Asma'.
Terima kasih wahai Tuhanku
kerana tidak pernah Engkau meninggalkan ku tika aku jatuh
dan membangkitkan aku dengan roh iman tika aku bersedih
-MawaddahSalleh-
cinta manusia
menyakitkan
cinta pada-Nya
kegembiraan
cinta manusia jika bukan kerana Allah
melalaikan
cinta pada-Nya
menambah iman
manusia akan mati, cintanya datang dan pergi, perasaanya mudah berubah.
Dia hidup dan tidak mati, cintaNya selamanya, hanya ketenangan yang dirasai.
p/s: mahu mencintai DIA sepenuh hati...
Friday, November 21, 2008
7 Wonders
okay i got tagged by Kak Dee. here i go
Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.
7 things about Mawaddah Salleh
1) Princess Disease. yet i am not the lazy bum who do nothing. when i say princess disease, it's my way of thinking and act selfishly without having a thought of other. it's very rare for me to put others first. when something happen, i will always think "okay what would happen to me?". unless they are close to me like family, besties or close people in my heart. otherwise i am selfish and that is just the way i am.
2) Honest. i am always honest in giving out opinions. i never hide my feelings when someone ask for my opinion, i will say directly how i feel. it might hurt the other party but honesty is the best policy. i just speak my mind.
3) sharp tongue. i know nothing about this until my friends come to me face to face saying they were hurt by my words. i said things way too direct. i'm just being honest. maybe because i don't talk much, i only voice out my thought but people got hurt. sorry people.
4) introvert. yes, i don't mix well with people. if it's a new place, i take no initiative to walk around and talk. most of the time, other people will push me to do so. but once they are close to me, i will talk non-stop (my besties understand this^_^). i don't talk much in my family. being the eldest, i would listen more than do the talk.
5) coffee addict. i don't think i can go one day without coffe. way too impossible! some people took caffeine to avoid from sleeping. the coffee on me on the other hand has no impact whatsoever. even the strongest americano with no sugar. once i bought the beverage from starbucks and walk around, shopping with bitter americano in my hand (i drink it of course!). when i got back from my shopping, i went to bed straight away. it has no effect on me.
6) i am no fighter when it comes to love. rather that fight for my man, i would give him up. i'm not stupid to hold him when his heart is already with someone else. and i never confessed to any guy even if i admired them, sorry but perigi mencari timba is so not my style. i'd rather die than confess. if he said nothing, than he is not the one for me . and of course i can never handle betrayal. if someone betray me, i would say nothing but to leave him/her. i am good at leaving people. gifted with that ability=).
7) spicy food lover!!! non-spicy food is tasteless for me. i'd rather not eating it at all. i love malay food! Gulai, lomak cili api, pucuk paku, sambal tumis, belacan. but i am an adventerous eater,so i love to try out food. korean, japanese, chinese, western, italy. in short, I LOVE EATING!!!
tagging... those who haven't done it yet.
p/s: by doing tagging thingy, you will reveal too much about yourself. but then some people don't even know you in real life, thus, this is a good channel for them to get to know you better.
alas, i'm no longer a secretive person.;)
Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.
7 things about Mawaddah Salleh
1) Princess Disease. yet i am not the lazy bum who do nothing. when i say princess disease, it's my way of thinking and act selfishly without having a thought of other. it's very rare for me to put others first. when something happen, i will always think "okay what would happen to me?". unless they are close to me like family, besties or close people in my heart. otherwise i am selfish and that is just the way i am.
2) Honest. i am always honest in giving out opinions. i never hide my feelings when someone ask for my opinion, i will say directly how i feel. it might hurt the other party but honesty is the best policy. i just speak my mind.
3) sharp tongue. i know nothing about this until my friends come to me face to face saying they were hurt by my words. i said things way too direct. i'm just being honest. maybe because i don't talk much, i only voice out my thought but people got hurt. sorry people.
4) introvert. yes, i don't mix well with people. if it's a new place, i take no initiative to walk around and talk. most of the time, other people will push me to do so. but once they are close to me, i will talk non-stop (my besties understand this^_^). i don't talk much in my family. being the eldest, i would listen more than do the talk.
5) coffee addict. i don't think i can go one day without coffe. way too impossible! some people took caffeine to avoid from sleeping. the coffee on me on the other hand has no impact whatsoever. even the strongest americano with no sugar. once i bought the beverage from starbucks and walk around, shopping with bitter americano in my hand (i drink it of course!). when i got back from my shopping, i went to bed straight away. it has no effect on me.
6) i am no fighter when it comes to love. rather that fight for my man, i would give him up. i'm not stupid to hold him when his heart is already with someone else. and i never confessed to any guy even if i admired them, sorry but perigi mencari timba is so not my style. i'd rather die than confess. if he said nothing, than he is not the one for me . and of course i can never handle betrayal. if someone betray me, i would say nothing but to leave him/her. i am good at leaving people. gifted with that ability=).
7) spicy food lover!!! non-spicy food is tasteless for me. i'd rather not eating it at all. i love malay food! Gulai, lomak cili api, pucuk paku, sambal tumis, belacan. but i am an adventerous eater,so i love to try out food. korean, japanese, chinese, western, italy. in short, I LOVE EATING!!!
tagging... those who haven't done it yet.
p/s: by doing tagging thingy, you will reveal too much about yourself. but then some people don't even know you in real life, thus, this is a good channel for them to get to know you better.
alas, i'm no longer a secretive person.;)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Stories to share
a few events took place today.
story 1
ammar, my second brother and i were watching tv. then we saw ad about McD RM2 charity.
upon seeing the ad, ammar randomly saying aloud his thought.
"kakak, tengok la, budak cacat bole masuk Tv. kite yang sempurna ni masih kat depan TV tengok derang"
he was being random, again!
story 2
we knew about lucky draw is all bout being lucky.
too bad the luck was never on our side.
sometimes we miss the number by one digit.
but today, my mum got back from her school dinner with a laugh that can be heard form 100 miles.
i was watching Ghost Whisperer when i heard her laugh from outside.
"kakak mak menang lucky draw!!!" she said as she entered the house.
"really??? wow! mak lucky buat pertama kalinya! tahniah"
*suddenly ,mak serious-insert mama's serious face here-* "tu lah berkat solat dhuha." and she continues laughing.
she sat down with me, took my mug of coffee as she told me the whole story of the dinner.
i was listening to her attentively, laughing on funny part and she was telling the story while drinking my coffee.
"okaylah kakak, mak da mangantuk ni, bapak kata nak call tadi. x sabar2 nak bagitau fsl how lucky i am today. kekekeke~" she said while walking towards the stairs.
i was smiling and half laughing looking at my mum and my attention was back to Jenniffer Love Hewit (she is so pretty in that series!)
my hand was reaching for my coffee, only then i realised, my mum finished my coffee...T_T
she is lucky with winning the tupperware worth Rm300 and she was lucky to get away with my coffee...
i guess my mum was just lucky that day.
story 1
ammar, my second brother and i were watching tv. then we saw ad about McD RM2 charity.
upon seeing the ad, ammar randomly saying aloud his thought.
"kakak, tengok la, budak cacat bole masuk Tv. kite yang sempurna ni masih kat depan TV tengok derang"
he was being random, again!
story 2
we knew about lucky draw is all bout being lucky.
too bad the luck was never on our side.
sometimes we miss the number by one digit.
but today, my mum got back from her school dinner with a laugh that can be heard form 100 miles.
i was watching Ghost Whisperer when i heard her laugh from outside.
"kakak mak menang lucky draw!!!" she said as she entered the house.
"really??? wow! mak lucky buat pertama kalinya! tahniah"
*suddenly ,mak serious-insert mama's serious face here-* "tu lah berkat solat dhuha." and she continues laughing.
she sat down with me, took my mug of coffee as she told me the whole story of the dinner.
i was listening to her attentively, laughing on funny part and she was telling the story while drinking my coffee.
"okaylah kakak, mak da mangantuk ni, bapak kata nak call tadi. x sabar2 nak bagitau fsl how lucky i am today. kekekeke~" she said while walking towards the stairs.
i was smiling and half laughing looking at my mum and my attention was back to Jenniffer Love Hewit (she is so pretty in that series!)
my hand was reaching for my coffee, only then i realised, my mum finished my coffee...T_T
she is lucky with winning the tupperware worth Rm300 and she was lucky to get away with my coffee...
i guess my mum was just lucky that day.
Monday, November 17, 2008
celcom broadband
alhamdulillah now the i got to use it back.
after connection interuption for two days....
and i can't even watch MKMF live!!!
bleh!
but alhamdulillah now it's "back in bussiness"
grr!
after connection interuption for two days....
and i can't even watch MKMF live!!!
bleh!
but alhamdulillah now it's "back in bussiness"
grr!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
2 Days only
KL was out my expectation. last 2 days my dad got home from work, and ask my mum to pack. my mum asked if my dad wants to bring anyone along ( besides my mum of course). because of the desire to go out of boredom, i volunteered myself to take care of the twins (umar and muhsin. and since when they became twins?. so i was prepared to go, with what i want to wear tomorrow in my mind (take note, only in my mind). i want to sleep but somehow i couldn't that night. as usual, my broadband kept me awake. i finally get to sleep at 5.30am in the morning and i woke up at 6 with eye bag and panda eyes. so after subuh prayer, took a bath and changed clothes, here i am... ready to go (as shown below)
"cepat la bapak, kakak da lama siap ni"
kat depan ofis bapak , SPACE UTM
di atas highway.
bosan i ckp sama u all dok dlm kereta selama 4 jam. ape lagi yang boleh dibuat selain dari dengar radio dan tido? bole juga mengunakan masa ni untuk menghapus dosa (berzikir^_^).satu benda yang tak bole tinggal walau kemana pun pergi
BANTAL BUSUKKUH!!!
name je bantal busuk tapi x busuk pun tau!
okay bapak, cover perut
2 gadis ayu... pulek!!!!
kembar 2 tak serupa
okay di sini kita dapat lihat kelibat kuda diraja. balqis dok jauh sebab dia takut. muhsin teruja tgk kaki kuda (emm... APAKAH!!??)
okay balqis, nak tido pegi balik bilik ye
elele muhsin, nak manje2 dengan balqis pulak!
next week insya-Allah pg Terengganu pulak... nama lagi cuti, kita cuti-cuti Malaysia la=D
"cepat la bapak, kakak da lama siap ni"my parents, umar, muhsin and last-minute-tagging balqis and i were ready to go. masa dalam kereta, bosan-bosan tu, kamera la jadi sasaran (nak dengar mp3 tak boleh, bapak tengah buka bacaan Quran). ni antara picture spamming kami 2 beradik yang orang kata kembar tu
kat depan ofis bapak , SPACE UTM
di atas highway.bosan i ckp sama u all dok dlm kereta selama 4 jam. ape lagi yang boleh dibuat selain dari dengar radio dan tido? bole juga mengunakan masa ni untuk menghapus dosa (berzikir^_^).satu benda yang tak bole tinggal walau kemana pun pergi
BANTAL BUSUKKUH!!!name je bantal busuk tapi x busuk pun tau!
suadh sampai KL, dalam pukul 2, bapak stop ja dkt Istana yang dipertuan Agong, melayankan kerenah adik2 nak tengok pengawal yang kena berdiri straight selama 1 jam tu. ape lagi, seisi ambik gambr dijlnkan....
okay bapak, cover perut
2 gadis ayu... pulek!!!!
kembar 2 tak serupa
okay di sini kita dapat lihat kelibat kuda diraja. balqis dok jauh sebab dia takut. muhsin teruja tgk kaki kuda (emm... APAKAH!!??)dah2, cukup 2... kite nak pegi check in hotel ni. bapak was rushing nak masuk hotel, yela takut bilik yang telah ditempah tu dikebas oarng pulak (siapa berani kebas??? aku bawa tentera berkuda serang korang. contoh boleh dirujuk di atas ye). penat, ngantuk bila da jejak kaki kat hoel. tiba-tiba adik 2 orang budak kecik ni, excited... "kakak, jom la mandi swimming pool!!!" kejadah!!! walaupun da siapkan swimming suit awal2, jangan la cakap kuat-kuat wahai 2 adindaku... malu beta dibuatnya! nak tak nak sebab da janji datang nak jaga budak kecik ni, jadi ikut la (padahal kakak pun sama excited! kekeke~ da lama x main2 cam ni) so kiteorg pun pegila turun kat tingkat 11, di mana swimming pool itu terletak. ape lagi bermain la!
okay balqis, nak tido pegi balik bilik ye
elele muhsin, nak manje2 dengan balqis pulak!pas bantai main di swimming pool, masing2 da penat. malam tu kiteorang tido awal. patutnye katil tu mak dengan bapak tido tapi disebabkan kiteorg guna alsan nak tumpang dan tertido terus, mak dengan bapak gave way and let us sleep there....=)
the view of KLCC from my room...
next week insya-Allah pg Terengganu pulak... nama lagi cuti, kita cuti-cuti Malaysia la=D
Monday, November 10, 2008
SPM candidates 2008
BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL YOUR PAPERS.
you can do it.
special message for
My beloved sister Nina:
you have work hard and i can see how hard you study.
try to beat my result, i know you can do it.
Pray to Allah, qiam and study.
i know you can pull this together.
Good Luck Nina!
SMIH students, you guys are the best! GOOD LUCK!
My pet sis Yana:
akak tau yana boleh buat despite Yana kata Yana stress sume, i have confidence in you.
you can do it okay. Jangan lupa doa pada Allah.
All the best Yana
My VIP Iqa:
ala Iqa, kacang je kan? hehe
iqa ni power, kakak tau Insya-Allah iqa boleh buat.
Iqa da cover sume?
bole, seram sejuk Iqa pun bole je jwb kan?
doa selalu and rajin baca buku...
hehe Good Luck Iqa!
Nad, Sharifah Salmah and the GAB girls:
good luck. korang ni kate je malas, result gempak gak.
so maintain result yang gempak tu ye?
all the best girls!
Anas:
yeah to you too, good luck jumong!
Nana:
Good luck dear!
and in general to 5P2 students yang selalu buat i ketawa bila relief kelas mereka, to all form 5 in Teknik JB and SMIH. Good Luck, Ganbatte, Fighting and Jiayo!
you can do it.
special message for
My beloved sister Nina:
you have work hard and i can see how hard you study.
try to beat my result, i know you can do it.
Pray to Allah, qiam and study.
i know you can pull this together.
Good Luck Nina!
SMIH students, you guys are the best! GOOD LUCK!
My pet sis Yana:
akak tau yana boleh buat despite Yana kata Yana stress sume, i have confidence in you.
you can do it okay. Jangan lupa doa pada Allah.
All the best Yana
My VIP Iqa:
ala Iqa, kacang je kan? hehe
iqa ni power, kakak tau Insya-Allah iqa boleh buat.
Iqa da cover sume?
bole, seram sejuk Iqa pun bole je jwb kan?
doa selalu and rajin baca buku...
hehe Good Luck Iqa!
Nad, Sharifah Salmah and the GAB girls:
good luck. korang ni kate je malas, result gempak gak.
so maintain result yang gempak tu ye?
all the best girls!
Anas:
yeah to you too, good luck jumong!
Nana:
Good luck dear!
and in general to 5P2 students yang selalu buat i ketawa bila relief kelas mereka, to all form 5 in Teknik JB and SMIH. Good Luck, Ganbatte, Fighting and Jiayo!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
To hypocrite people
hypocrite people in my life, this song is dedicated TO YOU.
dedicated to people who think they are great and worthy in my life when they are just a fake and definitely meant nothing. it's not even worth knowing them
don't try to hide anything, the face behind that mask, i discovered it already and it's ugly.
why don't you people just be honest? for God sake, be honest with yourself.
all these lies, you just make me disgust you even more.
out of my life A.S.A.P.
p/s: any 5W1H will not be entertained.
(5 W - what, why, who, whom and when. 1H - How)
p/s 2: jas, falah you know the story already^_^
p/s 3: death note much? lalala~
"Don't Stay"
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go
[Chorus:]
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
[Chorus]
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies
[Chorus]
Don't stay
Don't stay
[Thanks to gtsujiuchi@attbi.com for these lyrics]
[Thanks to Spazzy_twil@hotmail.com, nayray00@yahoo.com for correcting these lyrics]
dedicated to people who think they are great and worthy in my life when they are just a fake and definitely meant nothing. it's not even worth knowing them
don't try to hide anything, the face behind that mask, i discovered it already and it's ugly.
why don't you people just be honest? for God sake, be honest with yourself.
all these lies, you just make me disgust you even more.
out of my life A.S.A.P.
p/s: any 5W1H will not be entertained.
(5 W - what, why, who, whom and when. 1H - How)
p/s 2: jas, falah you know the story already^_^
p/s 3: death note much? lalala~
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