My wish that will never be able to be fulfilled

I was talking to my mum the other day….

Me: Mak, kakak nak pindah Korea lepas abes study

Mak: Nak buat ape?

Me: Belajar,mengajar.

Mak: Jangan nak mengada.

There goes my life. No, I was breaking your leg.

Though my parents will not allow me, Deep in my heart, while the feeling of love is still here, I want to go there once. Just once.

I may seem independent, I can do things by myself, can decide my own things but actually, I depend on my parents a lot. They are my back bone, the reason why I am alive.

And to bapak, I am shy to say Happy Father's day yesterday. You are so special to me. Thanks for everything.

Listening to dear mum again and again make my vision blurry. My eyes fill with tears and it hurts.

I'll become a heart that is warm as the unconditional love you've shown me
I was shy and couldn't often express,

that mother/father, I really love you.