Veil - The lady who wants to cover well

It's hot...
seriously...

Because I am wearing two headpieces.... Oh wait, three

scarf and 2 thin hijab that equals to one hijab.

I am down with cold and now I am feeling a bit mess because of these two hijab. But I have no choice. the outer hijab seems to be kind of thin. So avoid someone touching my neck while goes "ni nipis ni, kenapa tak pakai alas?", I'd rather wear two and prepare myself for the hot weather.

Oh Allah, why is it hard for me to do it sincerely? Aren't neck area is supposed to be covered and that goes without saying?

It's not like I will die....

I am fighting with myself and this really affect my mood. I don't to walk much but I had to go to SRIH just now.... Ujian

I don't want to talk much and suddenly people come to me and ask a lot of thing.

I want to stay at my place only but this jubah is bothering me because it's long.

Oh Allah, forgive my sin...

O Children of Adam! We have bestowed raiment upon you to cover yourselves (screen your private parts, etc.) and as an adornment, and the raiment of righteousness, that is better. Such are among the Ayât (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) of Allâh, that they may remember (i.e. leave falsehood and follow truth). (Al-'Araf 7:26)

Reminding myself is I ever forget

"Rasulullah (SAW) said: Two are the types of the denizens of Hell whom I did not see: people having flogs like the tails of the ox with them and they would be beating people, and the women who would be dressed but appear to be naked, who would be inclined (to evil) and made their husbands incline towards it. Their heads would be like the humps of the bukht camel inclined to one side. They will not enter Paradise and they would not smell its odour whereas it odour would be smelt from such and such distance."

and hijab is not a choice Mawaddah, it compulsory, an obligation, the way to Allah's paradise