holly holiday

i don't know if the tittle might hurt one's eyes but i just love holiday.
holiday means no work+house chores+don't have to go out+not meeting people+losing my handphone+get to use Internet with no time restriction+sleep+learning language+making lesson plan(bleh!)+just too much work but one thing for sure, i am not meeting anyone.
i just wanted to have this holiday for myself.
people worries me keke~

joking!
btw, i still have to go out tomorrow,.
i'll accompany my dad for his motivation activity.


though i read somewhere bashing people on the blog is not good, it's hard NOT to do it. i have to restrain myself.

just missing my friends (especially jasmine, putri, falah and farah)

and i feel like delete this blog FOREVER. i don't want to have any link to any people anymore.
i don't care about "buang negeri". i might as well isolate myself.
yes, I'll do that but not now. some people in real life disgust me!
just when i try to be good, they criticize me.
HEY,LIKE I CARE!
i'll be good anyway. your words means NOTHING to me. it was all trash that goes out of my ears and my mind. i couldn't careless. say what you want to say cause to destroy me is your biggest failure. Allah will protect me with His love so your words are nothing but trash and rubbish. deleted, out of sight out of mind.

and when i said i want to restrain myself... duh!

oh

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