Bad Feelings

i don't feel too good about this morning.
seems like something is bothering me but i can't figure out what and why.

so this morning i messaged my 4 bestfriends, myJas,MyFalah,MyFarah n MyPutri and asked them if they are healthy and fine.

so 3 out 4 answered me. Putri and Falah hit me back with messages and Farah called me. they thought it was rather strange of me to asked them that eraly in the morning.
the first person that reply to me was putri and the moment shinee sings Noona Nomu Ippo (my message tone which means kakak is so pretty - thanks lalala^_^) i felt calmer cause somehow i could already guessed that it was a reply from one of them.

Putri was saying it maybe due to our long "haitus", we haven't seen each other for a long time. (especially farah)
i was chuckling when i read that because it was rather cute for Put to say something like that.
keke~

yes, i miss them.

Especially Jasmine...

since the last time i saw, it was on my first year of uni. i do hope i will see her again, i do pray for the chances because since pratical started, i don't even have time to go anywhere (except to shopping complex to satisfy my shoes fettish). the bottom line is i want to her badly!!!
i am so glad with the technology nowadays, we can still contact each other via endless phonecalls.

or maybe because i haven't khatam yet. i still have 2 more juzu' to go and i really hope i will be able to finish it by tomorro cause bapak's target is for everyone to khatam before 25 Ramadhan.



edit~
my instinct was somehow correct.
the truth about me being like that was because Falah's car broke down.
we had to go out for our dinner by taxi that was late and by the time we arrived, it was already berbuka time. but the dinner was a blast. sampi nak termuntah seh makan! haha

but there was also another thing that day that bothers me.
a friend of mine with his endless problem.
i wish i could do something to help him but there is nothing i could do but to stay here,watch and give support. that childish side of him can be seen clearly when he was mad.
A, be strong. eja n i know the truth so fret not okay?^_^





p/s1: A is actually a student of mine.
p/s2: someone help me!!! i'm so into TANPA!!!