Not Popular? nah, don't give a damn!

okay so here how the story goes.
one day i was talking to a students and suddenly this student change from me to this
"friend" of mine.
actually i don't care.
i never really care if i am less popular or not at all.
all that matter is i know i am good in whatever i am doing.
i have a good a a family and my foundation is good.
i don't need make-up to0 make me look prettier
i don't need attention to make popular
i don't need cheap story to get people to be close with me.


I AM ME!

i am proud with my silence
i am happy that i don't need to bad-mouth people just to get people to listen to my stories.

i don't care about that.
i'm just happy that i am less sinful.

even when i got reported for being "less-friendly", i am happy cause i have my way of getting to people's heart.
definitely with no skin ship and definitely with not telling people about other people's bad quality.
I DON'T DO MENGUMPAT OKAY, Puh-lease!

bad some human has bAAAAAd hearing and BAAAAAD eyesight.
they love to mengumpat.
just like how it mentioned it here before, don't make it as your "food"


i know this is no wise place for me to burst out my anger but i feel better, way much better to do that here.

if people who love me and know me, they know i hate to argue.
i only argue when my stand is being challenged especially when i did nothing wrong against syariah.

i don't argue over small things AND I HATE TO ARGUE OVER SMALL THINGS!
IT IS SO DAMN STUPID AND SO DAMN CHILDISH!!!

I AM MORE MATURE THAN PEOPLE THOUGHT I AM.

the important thing here is, i don't mind if this silence makes me less popular, i don't mind at all.
i don't need popularity.
i just want to be me

and

you don't know what it's like to be me



Miss Popular, What????