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Salam
For me to get really excited about updating blog is when I change layout. I feel great seeing my page all green and new.

Tough phases, even had to change my url for awhile to get away^^

Yesterday, my little brother Amni was assigned by mak to teach the two little ones to recite Al-Quran. While they were busy getting the pronunciation right, me as the kakak busy taking their picture because it's cute^^

Muhsin, instead of reading, he is looking at the camera. Yah! read your Quran!

Umar is reading while Muhsin is... avoiding himself from...

Yes, you see it, Amni si kaki pukul!

After reading Quran, and it's not even that tired, they were caught

laying down &...

make a good use of the things that was used to hit them to play it^^

And someday when they grow up, what will this household be? Oh fret not, Nina will give my parents a grandchild and I will be Auntie Mawa... Imunin^^♥

I am not even a pro of this picture taking business but I feel good seeing how well it turn out to be, like a pro... Or something like that^^

p/s: Guys, are you fasting today?
Berpuasa pada hari-hari tersebut atau sekadar kemampuannya – terutamanya pada hari ‘Arafah - . Tidak dinafikan bahawa puasa adalah di antara amalan yang terbaik dan ianya adalah pilihan Allah Ta’ala sendiri sebagaimana yang dinyatakan di dalam sebuah hadith qudsi : “Puasa itu adalah bagiKu dan Akulah yang membalasinya, dia meninggalkan keinginan nafsunya, makanan dan minumannya semata-mata keranaKu”. Dari Abu Sa’id al Khudri Radhia Allah ‘anhu berkata : ‘Rasulullah Salla Allah ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda : “Tiada seorangpun yang berpuasa pada satu hari di jalan Allah melainkan Allah menjauhkan dengan puasanya itu mukanya dari api neraka sejauh tujuh puluh tahun” (muttafaq ‘alaih). Imam Muslim Rahimahullah meriwayatkan dari Abi Qatadah Radhia Allah ‘anhu bahawa Rasulullah Salla Allah ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda : “Puasa pada hari ‘Arafah, saya mengharap Allah akan menghapuskan (dosa) setahun yang lalu dan setahun yang mendatang”.

Take it from here

A well-thought plan

We will go for our first ever planned vacation this weekend! So can't wait! As compared to before, this time, everything is well planned, from hotel's booking to plane ticket, everything was planned beforehand. Even the place that we are planning to go too. Though it's not like we are going out of the country, it's just KL (duh been there thousands of times) but this time it's going to be different cause it will be like, discovering KL? I don't know, we'll see about that this weekend^^

and because bapak just bought a car, we will no longer cramping in one car like a mackerel in can^^. It will be more comfortable to travel using two cars now^^. Alhamdulillah, may Allah ease our travel.

nope, it will not be like this^^

a helping hand^^

I went to BP yesterday for a program where my bapak gave talk about "jati diri". So I followed him and kind of helping him. LOL. So, I let these pictures do the talking. After all, a picture worth thousands of worth.

too tired

with the siblings

when bapak gives instruction

kaki tido... that's right!

& we will walk on the right path forever

my SOUL

I remember the last time I did this, I got something different

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed. Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but you also have a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Okay, so I am surprised myself^^

Celebrities Crushes

I am happy when my friends lead a great life, married to a great guy and lives in luxury.

I am satisfied with my life simply because I love what I have and I have what I love.

But the sudden talk about marriage scares me. My family knows my one and only crushes but I am not marrying that gut that is a fate. I know we will never end up together and he will have a better girl that not so innocent.

Other than that, there has been a name that is constantly mentions in this household. Though my family does not favor him but I don't know why they kept mentioning his name.

I am not ready, please don't force me. Falling in love is a painful process and it's hard for me to let go my first crush though he is a history means I no longer keep any feelings to him neither does he have any clue about my feelings to him, still, it takes me 2 years just to realize that whatever I feel now will have to wait on pedestal and that he will never like me. Not that I want that, it'll be scary if he likes me too and I will most probably hate him. I am never good enough for him.

But in this post, I am not saying that I used to have a non celeb crush and that I only have one but it's just to say, I don't want that feeling.

I have plenty celebrity crush^^. Let me list them down (this will not be good once I died and people read this stupid entry proving that I am not Islamic enough and I am ashamed myself but I am honest)

1) Shane of Westlife. An Irish man. When I was 12 till I was 14.

2) Koichi Domoto of Kinki Kids. Japanese guy from Kansai. When I was 14 till I was 16.

3) Cristiano Ronaldo, former Manchester United Player now in Real Madrid. A Portuguese. When I was 16 until I was 19.

4) Yamashita Tomohisa of NEWS. Japanese guy. 19 till 20.


and now....
Lee Donghae of Super Junior. Korean guy from Mokpo with heavy satoori. 20 till recent.

And yesterday I watched Wanita Hari Ini and they were discussing about love after marriage. It's funny how the MC's has very little knowledge about love as suggested by Islam.

p/s: Future Husband, if you happened to read this, I am hoping you are as good looking as at least one of them. Though I know I am not pretty, at least we don't bore each other...

So much for Islamic Movie=/

Just a few days ago, I managed to watch "Syurga Cinta" (yeah, finally!), the movie that was said to be an Islamic movie. Well, what can I say I say other than these people try to make fun of the religion? They are claiming it to be Islamic when truth is none of the elements are relevant to the real Muslimah that they are trying to portray. Whatever they are drawing there are absurd and doesn't make any sense at all.

This is my review of what they call to be the heaven of love that each of us must have, "Syurga Cinta"

1) The producer, director or anyone related to the film making obviously never live in the actual world of a muslim. They never know how to contact with the real muslimah. In this movie, it seems like to get woman wearing hijab is so easy, it's easy to bring them outside of the house and to send them home so late at night and with parents being all okay about it. That is their myth and tale. Reality check, it's not easy for real muslimah who keeps her ikhtilat to go out and to date even with the presence of this little "adik". And real muslimah doesn't go out so easily with a guy. If they ever been in the world of Muslimah even for awhile, they will understand that a girl should not go out with a boy accompanied by little child who rarely lingering around them and send the girl home late at night.

2) They try to portray that very girl in tudung are a good muslimah and have all the wisdom and talking about it like they really mean it. Reality check number 1-not all girl in tudung quiet understand why they are wearing tudung and some of them even did sin worst that those who did not wearing tudung. I am not saying that you should not wearing tudung but if you wear tudung, understand by heart why you are wearing it. That relates to reality check number 2 which is majority who wear tudung do not understand Islam totally. Even the hijab in that movie does not follow what was thought by Islam teaching which is to wear it until you cover your chest.

3) I really like how they use a beautiful quotation but they way they use it is not real. It seems…. Fake. Well, what am I expecting? This is movie that involves acting and acting involves faking a characters.

4) At the end of the movie, the guy proposed to her. Did you see how he proposed to her? SO NOT Islamic! What kind of Islamic proposed that requires the guy to get down on his knee and ask the girl's hand in marriage with ring? That is so NOT Islamic! Whatever happens to "merisik"? And for a single girl, it should go through her parents (or in this movie's case, her grandpa), not like this! 1^stly, this is western way of proposing. 2^ndly, she is not a widow or divorcee.

5) And the beginning of the movie, showing scene at the club with women wearing something like nothing, dancing that involves heavy touching and drinking and smoking. What was that??? Those were so inappropriate to be shown to little kids. I was so embarrassed that I skipped that part as I was watching it with 8 and 10 years old my brothers. Okay, that was on the CD I can definitely skip, what about those who bring the whole family to cinema? Obviously, they, the film maker, did not put their head totally while making the movie. They should learn from Western where they really study the environment, the history. Like how they made Kingdom of Heaven, they really study the characters of Salahuddin Al-Ayubi. I really want to ask the producer, did they study the image, characteristics of the real, total muslimah who practice religion totally? Later they will claim Islam is rigid when the truth of is, they are the one who refuse to study Al-Quran, how Allah wants protect a woman's dignity not the way they are depicting.

This movie honestly lower down the value of a muslimah who practice Islam in total. They honestly have no respect to those who really practice the religion. People will think muslimah is stupid cause easily fooled and have no self respect for without difficulty, fell for a guy just because he wants to learn about religion.

Bak kata orang melayu, terhutang diri, tergadai body.

Unrelevant at all…

Will edit this entry

Destiny

It should not be like this. I wish I have the power to really update everyday like how I did before but now, I am just plainly lazy. I have the time and considering I can't go one day without on-lining, I can update but I am just lazy. Plus, the way I write it's not like before. It's a whole different style. I read back my past entries and I was thinking I was evenmore mature back then as compared to now. Now, it's a whole loads of ranting and whatnot. I don't want to be like that. I want to be thankful.

And Yesterday, I went to English Camp for STF students as facilitator. I only get a few hours of sleep before the camp and I was tired but the camp was a blast. The students were so energetic. I had to be MC for opening and closing ceremony. Of course I was so unprepared so stuttering a bit there during the opening but improving during closing ceremony.

and whoever, all of them, who wrote this behind my back, like literally, Thank you! You guys made my day, immensely^^
One said I am talkative and the below one said I am quiet. Well, truth is, I am talkative when I speak in English and more quiet when people around me use Malay. I don't really have a good comeback in my own mother tongue and I don't speak that much. Hey, I am not showing off okay. (It's not like anyone read this anyway so who care if I really have the intention to do so. But I am not and do not). And hey, someone said I am adourable! (adorable).... so cute~

Currently listening to Park Bom

Okay, so my plan of getting away was a success. But this is internet after all. World wide web. The name itself suggest how global this blog could go. Sooner or later, they will find out about it eventually. And it makes me wonder how long before they find out about it.

But the holiday is finally here! Am so not talking about relaxing cause I have tons of things to do and the list, sadly keeps getting longer. To-do list is increasing and I haven't scratch out any of it yet as, obviously, I haven't done any of it… yet. But I am planning to and I'm getting there.Support me people! (echo~ cause nobody is reading this blog…gladly^^)

And lately, there was this event, it kept on coming back to me like a bad memory it supposed to be. I try to forget my past, things that put me into embarrassment, into the stress and all. For once, I really really hate expectation. I am no angel, which that much is obvious. But the bad memory, I wish I could go to hypnotizer and wipe it out of my mind.

I remember went with my mum to this wedding of my senior. And there, I met a girl whom is my junior and she is my sister's friend. (Okay this is getting complicate. Let's just put it this way, she is my sister's friend and also my junior in high school). Okay the story goes way back in 2007 where she and the rest of the world thought her brother was in some sort of relationship with me which is sooo not true.and I try to talk to her causally, asking where was she planning to go after SPM and all and she was ignoring me. Gosh that is just so damn rude! And there she was being the role model of the school. Seriously WTF. And her mother, I bet she has told her something about it, I don't care whatever story her son and daughter made about me to her and I am certainly have no feelings on getting to her good side at all, she was looking at me like I was… not human. And of course I feel my pride has been ripped out just like that. Okay, they might be rich and have big house and all but manner? No… serious cakap la kan, masyarakat yang kita cuba didik ni, memang bermasalah. Konon nak bina ummah tapi perkara dalam hati pun tak settle. Sudah la! Just think back about it makes me all obnoxious about it.

And there are things that annoy me lately, the story about my sister. I think her friends are a little too detestable. I hope they will go out of Hidayah soon. The 대박 things were they say things like

"Kalau pun kiteorg couple pun, kiteorg akan clash before PMR. Sekarang ni nak main2 je" Bodoh! Kalo gitu asal korg couple bangang???

"Kiteorg dapat komen yg cakap kiteorg murah. Asal plak korg nak cakap camtu? Kiteorg bukan buat benda tak senonoh" say, having more than one boy at one time doesn't make you a bitch? Cheating on your mum to go out with your numerous boyfriends doesn't make you a bitch? And couple and breaking up over the reason of bored doesn't make you a bitch? Oh yeah, if those do not, maybe you are a prost then=/

Gosh, this world! even k-pop is such a drama nowadays.

And I never really greet my reader… simply because… I don't want to have one.

running away

Just finding way to get away. Till how long, I don't know