Okay, so my plan of getting away was a success. But this is internet after all. World wide web. The name itself suggest how global this blog could go. Sooner or later, they will find out about it eventually. And it makes me wonder how long before they find out about it.
But the holiday is finally here! Am so not talking about relaxing cause I have tons of things to do and the list, sadly keeps getting longer. To-do list is increasing and I haven't scratch out any of it yet as, obviously, I haven't done any of it… yet. But I am planning to and I'm getting there.Support me people! (echo~ cause nobody is reading this blog…gladly^^)
And lately, there was this event, it kept on coming back to me like a bad memory it supposed to be. I try to forget my past, things that put me into embarrassment, into the stress and all. For once, I really really hate expectation. I am no angel, which that much is obvious. But the bad memory, I wish I could go to hypnotizer and wipe it out of my mind.
I remember went with my mum to this wedding of my senior. And there, I met a girl whom is my junior and she is my sister's friend. (Okay this is getting complicate. Let's just put it this way, she is my sister's friend and also my junior in high school). Okay the story goes way back in 2007 where she and the rest of the world thought her brother was in some sort of relationship with me which is sooo not true.and I try to talk to her causally, asking where was she planning to go after SPM and all and she was ignoring me. Gosh that is just so damn rude! And there she was being the role model of the school. Seriously WTF. And her mother, I bet she has told her something about it, I don't care whatever story her son and daughter made about me to her and I am certainly have no feelings on getting to her good side at all, she was looking at me like I was… not human. And of course I feel my pride has been ripped out just like that. Okay, they might be rich and have big house and all but manner? No… serious cakap la kan, masyarakat yang kita cuba didik ni, memang bermasalah. Konon nak bina ummah tapi perkara dalam hati pun tak settle. Sudah la! Just think back about it makes me all obnoxious about it.
And there are things that annoy me lately, the story about my sister. I think her friends are a little too detestable. I hope they will go out of Hidayah soon. The 대박 things were they say things like
"Kalau pun kiteorg couple pun, kiteorg akan clash before PMR. Sekarang ni nak main2 je" Bodoh! Kalo gitu asal korg couple bangang???
"Kiteorg dapat komen yg cakap kiteorg murah. Asal plak korg nak cakap camtu? Kiteorg bukan buat benda tak senonoh" say, having more than one boy at one time doesn't make you a bitch? Cheating on your mum to go out with your numerous boyfriends doesn't make you a bitch? And couple and breaking up over the reason of bored doesn't make you a bitch? Oh yeah, if those do not, maybe you are a prost then=/
Gosh, this world! even k-pop is such a drama nowadays.
And I never really greet my reader… simply because… I don't want to have one.
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