Alway always on the flirting stage, things seems easy. Because you are still at the stage of wanting each other but still you are not bound to him/her, you know somewhat play around. But once things got a little more serious, that's when you feel tired of having someone who knows too much about you.
No, I don't have experience on this matter but other people experiences are the lessons of my life. So they say experience is the best teacher right? Even if it's an indirect experience.
Well let's walk the talk. I the talk is, I'm sad with the world. War, Egypt matter, Ummah's matter, Da'wa matter, sides matter.... and I'm walking here because it feels like home to me.
I don't seek understanding, I just hope you will never question what I choose because trust me, whatever I do, Allah is still my guide in life. If I choose not to get married now, please nod your head and say "It's okay, you are young still". I appreciate the doa because I need the support but please don't try be a cupid and match making me with anyone. Recently my best friend disappoint me with her action. I thought she is my best friend so she ought to know what kind of girl I am. But then I was wrong. I guess it was the distance that threw us apart. We have been staying away from each other for more than 10 years so I bet that's where she missed me changing. So sad but with a heart of a best friend, I forgive her little mistake and I hope I will never have to go through this matter again.
And I wish my sister would tell me her problem because, well she has someone in her life now and it feels like the sisterly bond between us is no longer there. Sometimes I kinda hate that boy for taking my sister away, changing her, but most of the time, I will be patient with everything and sincerely accept him... I'm still trying honestly.
In the end, I think some of thing we need to ignore and let pass by us. Let bygone be bygone, Ignorance is after all bliss.
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