Gossip girl?

I don't think I'm ready to get out of my shell just yet. I look at the people around me and look at how they socialize with other human being and I know right at that moment, I wish I could go back to my old shelter where I was protected from the harm of the world. But then, this is how I learn about life, real life and the harshness of the world. Think I can get through it? I'm already here trying to figure out how hard or easy it could've been if I just close my eyes. I can ignore things if I want. I would love to stay away from the gossip and all the stupidity of the unnecessary. Lucky for me people around me are not much of gossipers and even if they are, I'm sure they will not get me involved because thanks to their mind-set, they will leave me out.

I'm don't gossip anyway ^^