Accepting is impossible but impossible is nothing.
Can I, now, cancel everything? Because I'm afraid of this heart-changing.
Because once I felt we were very close but now, even when you are standing close next to me, I feel we are 10 miles apart.
I don't know if this is the feeling Allah gave me to keep myself away from you until the right time come.
I don't know if this fear that vibrates in my senses is just a way to draw us apart for awhile.
Is it that hard to love and understand? I'm glad I never experience that.
"In this California king bed
we're 10 thousand miles apart
I've been California wishin' on these stars
for your heart, on me
my California king"
I love how this song depicts the feeling of feeling so far away although you sleep on one bed.
It can be that way.
If you left any words unspoken because you want to take care of the other party's heart.
But here is a wake up call, HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU HEART UNTIL YOU TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL EXACTLY!
He is not a mind-reader.
Tell him how you feel.
If that destroys your relationship,
at least you did try to tell him how you feel.
At least you will know that he is not the one for you.
You might cry first but you will feel strong after a while and you can confidently say
"he's not worth my time"
Why so serious?
by: the girl who is too absorbed in understanding the lyrics from Rihanna's California King Bed.
1 comment:
This is a good advice for my situation as well... Should I, I mean, ask him to get straight and not passing message through other people and ignore me and think that my heart is made of glass? Cause it's suffocating...
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