Ice

I wish I'm loving, caring, sweet, bla bla bla.

But I'm not.

Deep inside me, there is this ice princess residing in my heart.

I'm cold when I look warm.

I'm full of hurt when I look happy.

I don't know how to care when I look caring.

But worst of all, I don't know how to apologize.

I don't.

Sorry is word I blurted out for nothing, with nothing.

Is there anyone out there who is willing to accept me for me?

I guess not.

So this is goodbye.

Beautiful goodbye.