Untukmu Palestin

jika anda tinggal di sekitar Johor Bahru sila ambil perhatian.
solat hajat akan dijalankan sempena tahun baru ini, antara lain adalah untuk mendoakan untuk shabat serta saudara kita yang sedang berjuang di palestin.
wajiblah kita tahu bahawa Palestin adalah milik kita, umat Islam.
details about Solat hajat
place: masjid Taman U
time: be there before isya'.

akan diadakan juga ceramah.
if you care, be there.
Palestin adalah milik kita, jangan biarkan kaki zionis laknatullah terus berada disana.

was tagged

gay. dream gay. the question is so gay.
thanks eja tecik.
you don't know how i love this kind of question
(sarcastic dear lol!)

dream guy.

(although i already caught mine;)

1) you got RM/USD10,000/pound in your account bank
2) you are a good muslim. 5times prayer a day is not enough. you have to have usrah, you read Quran everyday, you read ma'thurat everyday. you do qiam much more than i did.
3) you love your parents more than you love yourself (excuse me)
4) you are NOT the first born in your family. it's a hassle cause i'm the first.
5) you are close with your family
6) you have Islamic family
7) you khatam Quran at least twice a year.
8) you are NOT the type yg gile kuasa and suka mengongkong. i am the first born. i used to lead and not to be lead. so if you think you can change me, forget about being life partner and just jump off the bridge.
9) I HATE lelaki yang suka paksa with passion. kalo lelaki tu jenis yang memaksa kita terima dia walaupun kita da jelas buat bodo dan tidak melayan beliau, jangan harap la kita akan terima dia sampai bila-bila unless dia ada duit untuk taja kita pergi haji and pastu melancong ke korea untuk jumpa dentist and buat gigi kat sana.
11) NO DIALECT! i could never accept that. adjustment is a no no. selfish? whatever!
10) i despise the type yang suka menunjuk with even greater passion. so what kalau kau kaya? so what kalau kau belajar kat uni mahal? so what kalau kau cakap kau ada duit untuk bagi aku macam2? SO the f*ing WHAT? despicable psycotic crazy desperado ke engkau?

i don't think i can go on. my thought are clouded with . i now can't even differentiate the differences between the list of dream guy and the type of guy that i hate.

Walimatul Urus(2)

pada 13/12/2008 yang lalu, auntie na telah selamat dinikahkan.
i was there, inside the room during the ceremony,
witnesing the akad nikah.
i had to.
i wanted to be there to watch, instead i was there to record the whole thing in video camera.
now i know the procedure and believe me getting married is hard.
i mean the qadi had this long talk before the akad and there were this, taklik, penyerahan.
it is said that Johor got the most complicated procedure.


bleh!

put that aside, congratulation to auntie na.
moga perkahwinan ini berkekalan dan membawa ke syurga.
insya-Allah.

i love the food during the majlis.
ayam masak merah was the best!

so here are some photos taken during the event.

malam kenduri...
rewang la!
no catering meh! x main ar. sume paklong masak dengan bantuan bapak and adik2 beliau serta jiran-jiran dan my cousins.

ammar lapar. ayam mentah pun jadilah!

penat mar?

bapak da syahid di kerusi urut

hari majlis.
we were supposed to help. read, SUPPOSED.
but we had fun lepaking and chatting.
i helped.... sometimes...^_^

amni, bapak, nina

3 dara En. Salleh dan isteri En. Salleh=)

emm sori, no picture with the bride cause by any chance, i forgot...=)

A boy now

salam.
lama rasanya tak update blog sendiri.
lama dah laptop ni okay tapi disebabkan kemalasan melampaui batasan nak update,
jadi banyak la event yang tertangguh untuk diceritakan.
tapi semua tu takkan diceritakan dalam satu post
(sebab nanti takde benda nak cerita)

jadi mari berkongsi cerita satu persatu.

Umar da besar.
well sort of.
he's been bugging my mum to sunatkan him for the longest time.
so my mum and dad manage to find the free time, made appointment with the doctor and finally, he got what he was wishing for.
masa balik tu,
dia melalak.
sakit la tu kot.
mana kita tau kan.
tapi mak cakap takpe, biar je dia nangis.
baby mak, anak bongsu la katakanT_T
disebabkan dia sakit, maka kami ni melayan dia macam raja.
yela, mak kata lelaki time ni je la dia sakit.
perempuan lagi banyak sakitnye
(sebab tu syurga di bawah tapak kaki mak, jadi jangan lah anda derhaka pada ibu bapa anda kerana redha Allah terletak pada redha ibu bapa*insaf*)

mandi perlu dimandikan.
makan perlu disuapkan
(i was merungut sebab rasa cam mengada plak budak ni, tp pada akhirnya ikhlaskan hati adalah lebih baik, berpahala, dari geram and no pahala. mana kita nak?)
pendek kata jadi raja la dia.
duit pun dapat banyak.
keke~
(dan dia beli basikal roda dua dengan duit tu. bagus kan?)

ceria je. tak sakit ke umar? baru nak naik darjah 2 dia ni=).

kita satu family maklum dah budak ni tidur mmg banyak gerak.
"man, cane man nak tido.nanti sakit. man tido da lan ganas"
kami satu family risaukan.
"tak, man tido sopan-sopan je" katanye.

sopan man kata?
let the picture do the talk.
abes terbuka aurat mu!
bukti ni tau.
keke~
takpe, kecik lagi.

dah 3 minggu dah sekarang and alhamdulillah da okay
(actually seminggu je da baik)
you are a boy now,
aurat dengan kakak da kena jaga tau.
tak leh la pas ni keluar toilet tak pakai apa-apa.
at least ada towel.
hehe

adikku Abdullah Umar

Notice

because my computer is still crash and virus has infect every single file and makes it slow i have to put the writing on hiatus until further notice, at least until i got it fix. i'm so gonna miss blogging and my blogging friend...

=_ON HIATUS UNTIL I GOT MY LAPPY'S FIX_=

aku ada DIA

Apakah Cinta?
kalau dicurangi hati kan merana
pada siapa harus aku percaya?
kalau ditinggalkan hati kan berkecai
kalau diduakan hati kan bersedih

namun tidak cinta hati ku
aku ada DIA

ya aku ada DIA
aku sangat mahu dicintai DIA
DIA tidak pernah menolak aku
tidak akan curang pada ku
dan tidak akan sekali meninggalkan ku

tika aku dalam gelap, DIAlah cahayaku
tika aku kesedihan, pada DIAlah aku mengadu
tika aku gembira, pada DIAlah aku bersyukur

DIA adalah yang satu buatku
DIA yang memahami seperti tiada yang lain
Dan DIA yang menciptakan ku

Ya Allah,
Engkaulah RAb ku,
Penciptaku.
Tiada yang dapat mengampuni dosaku melainkan Engkau
Hati ku milik Mu dan hanya untuk MU.

kurniakanlah aku kekuatan seperti Fatimah
kecintaan pada-Mu seperti Rabiah
dan kekentalan jiwa seperti Asma'.

Terima kasih wahai Tuhanku
kerana tidak pernah Engkau meninggalkan ku tika aku jatuh
dan membangkitkan aku dengan roh iman tika aku bersedih

-MawaddahSalleh-

cinta manusia
menyakitkan

cinta pada-Nya
kegembiraan

cinta manusia jika bukan kerana Allah
melalaikan

cinta pada-Nya
menambah iman

manusia akan mati, cintanya datang dan pergi, perasaanya mudah berubah.

Dia hidup dan tidak mati, cintaNya selamanya, hanya ketenangan yang dirasai.

p/s: mahu mencintai DIA sepenuh hati...

7 Wonders

okay i got tagged by Kak Dee. here i go

Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

7 things about Mawaddah Salleh

1) Princess Disease. yet i am not the lazy bum who do nothing. when i say princess disease, it's my way of thinking and act selfishly without having a thought of other. it's very rare for me to put others first. when something happen, i will always think "okay what would happen to me?". unless they are close to me like family, besties or close people in my heart. otherwise i am selfish and that is just the way i am.

2) Honest. i am always honest in giving out opinions. i never hide my feelings when someone ask for my opinion, i will say directly how i feel. it might hurt the other party but honesty is the best policy. i just speak my mind.

3) sharp tongue. i know nothing about this until my friends come to me face to face saying they were hurt by my words. i said things way too direct. i'm just being honest. maybe because i don't talk much, i only voice out my thought but people got hurt. sorry people.

4) introvert. yes, i don't mix well with people. if it's a new place, i take no initiative to walk around and talk. most of the time, other people will push me to do so. but once they are close to me, i will talk non-stop (my besties understand this^_^). i don't talk much in my family. being the eldest, i would listen more than do the talk.

5) coffee addict. i don't think i can go one day without coffe. way too impossible! some people took caffeine to avoid from sleeping. the coffee on me on the other hand has no impact whatsoever. even the strongest americano with no sugar. once i bought the beverage from starbucks and walk around, shopping with bitter americano in my hand (i drink it of course!). when i got back from my shopping, i went to bed straight away. it has no effect on me.

6) i am no fighter when it comes to love. rather that fight for my man, i would give him up. i'm not stupid to hold him when his heart is already with someone else. and i never confessed to any guy even if i admired them, sorry but perigi mencari timba is so not my style. i'd rather die than confess. if he said nothing, than he is not the one for me . and of course i can never handle betrayal. if someone betray me, i would say nothing but to leave him/her. i am good at leaving people. gifted with that ability=).

7) spicy food lover!!! non-spicy food is tasteless for me. i'd rather not eating it at all. i love malay food! Gulai, lomak cili api, pucuk paku, sambal tumis, belacan. but i am an adventerous eater,so i love to try out food. korean, japanese, chinese, western, italy. in short, I LOVE EATING!!!

tagging... those who haven't done it yet.

p/s: by doing tagging thingy, you will reveal too much about yourself. but then some people don't even know you in real life, thus, this is a good channel for them to get to know you better.
alas, i'm no longer a secretive person.;)

Stories to share

a few events took place today.

story 1
ammar, my second brother and i were watching tv. then we saw ad about McD RM2 charity.
upon seeing the ad, ammar randomly saying aloud his thought.
"kakak, tengok la, budak cacat bole masuk Tv. kite yang sempurna ni masih kat depan TV tengok derang"
he was being random, again!

story 2
we knew about lucky draw is all bout being lucky.
too bad the luck was never on our side.
sometimes we miss the number by one digit.
but today, my mum got back from her school dinner with a laugh that can be heard form 100 miles.
i was watching Ghost Whisperer when i heard her laugh from outside.
"kakak mak menang lucky draw!!!" she said as she entered the house.
"really??? wow! mak lucky buat pertama kalinya! tahniah"
*suddenly ,mak serious-insert mama's serious face here-* "tu lah berkat solat dhuha." and she continues laughing.
she sat down with me, took my mug of coffee as she told me the whole story of the dinner.
i was listening to her attentively, laughing on funny part and she was telling the story while drinking my coffee.

"okaylah kakak, mak da mangantuk ni, bapak kata nak call tadi. x sabar2 nak bagitau fsl how lucky i am today. kekekeke~" she said while walking towards the stairs.
i was smiling and half laughing looking at my mum and my attention was back to Jenniffer Love Hewit (she is so pretty in that series!)
my hand was reaching for my coffee, only then i realised, my mum finished my coffee...T_T

she is lucky with winning the tupperware worth Rm300 and she was lucky to get away with my coffee...
i guess my mum was just lucky that day.

celcom broadband

alhamdulillah now the i got to use it back.
after connection interuption for two days....
and i can't even watch MKMF live!!!
bleh!

but alhamdulillah now it's "back in bussiness"
grr!

2 Days only

KL was out my expectation. last 2 days my dad got home from work, and ask my mum to pack. my mum asked if my dad wants to bring anyone along ( besides my mum of course). because of the desire to go out of boredom, i volunteered myself to take care of the twins (umar and muhsin. and since when they became twins?. so i was prepared to go, with what i want to wear tomorrow in my mind (take note, only in my mind). i want to sleep but somehow i couldn't that night. as usual, my broadband kept me awake. i finally get to sleep at 5.30am in the morning and i woke up at 6 with eye bag and panda eyes. so after subuh prayer, took a bath and changed clothes, here i am... ready to go (as shown below)

"cepat la bapak, kakak da lama siap ni"

my parents, umar, muhsin and last-minute-tagging balqis and i were ready to go. masa dalam kereta, bosan-bosan tu, kamera la jadi sasaran (nak dengar mp3 tak boleh, bapak tengah buka bacaan Quran). ni antara picture spamming kami 2 beradik yang orang kata kembar tu

kat depan ofis bapak , SPACE UTM

di atas highway.

bosan i ckp sama u all dok dlm kereta selama 4 jam. ape lagi yang boleh dibuat selain dari dengar radio dan tido? bole juga mengunakan masa ni untuk menghapus dosa (berzikir^_^).satu benda yang tak bole tinggal walau kemana pun pergi

BANTAL BUSUKKUH!!!
name je bantal busuk tapi x busuk pun tau!

suadh sampai KL, dalam pukul 2, bapak stop ja dkt Istana yang dipertuan Agong, melayankan kerenah adik2 nak tengok pengawal yang kena berdiri straight selama 1 jam tu. ape lagi, seisi ambik gambr dijlnkan....

okay bapak, cover perut

2 gadis ayu... pulek!!!!

kembar 2 tak serupa


okay di sini kita dapat lihat kelibat kuda diraja. balqis dok jauh sebab dia takut. muhsin teruja tgk kaki kuda (emm... APAKAH!!??)

dah2, cukup 2... kite nak pegi check in hotel ni. bapak was rushing nak masuk hotel, yela takut bilik yang telah ditempah tu dikebas oarng pulak (siapa berani kebas??? aku bawa tentera berkuda serang korang. contoh boleh dirujuk di atas ye). penat, ngantuk bila da jejak kaki kat hoel. tiba-tiba adik 2 orang budak kecik ni, excited... "kakak, jom la mandi swimming pool!!!" kejadah!!! walaupun da siapkan swimming suit awal2, jangan la cakap kuat-kuat wahai 2 adindaku... malu beta dibuatnya! nak tak nak sebab da janji datang nak jaga budak kecik ni, jadi ikut la (padahal kakak pun sama excited! kekeke~ da lama x main2 cam ni) so kiteorg pun pegila turun kat tingkat 11, di mana swimming pool itu terletak. ape lagi bermain la!

okay balqis, nak tido pegi balik bilik ye

elele muhsin, nak manje2 dengan balqis pulak!

pas bantai main di swimming pool, masing2 da penat. malam tu kiteorang tido awal. patutnye katil tu mak dengan bapak tido tapi disebabkan kiteorg guna alsan nak tumpang dan tertido terus, mak dengan bapak gave way and let us sleep there....=)

the view of KLCC from my room...

next week insya-Allah pg Terengganu pulak... nama lagi cuti, kita cuti-cuti Malaysia la=D

SPM candidates 2008

BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL YOUR PAPERS.
you can do it.
special message for

My beloved sister Nina:
you have work hard and i can see how hard you study.
try to beat my result, i know you can do it.
Pray to Allah, qiam and study.
i know you can pull this together.
Good Luck Nina!

SMIH students, you guys are the best! GOOD LUCK!

My pet sis Yana:
akak tau yana boleh buat despite Yana kata Yana stress sume, i have confidence in you.
you can do it okay. Jangan lupa doa pada Allah.
All the best Yana

My VIP Iqa:
ala Iqa, kacang je kan? hehe
iqa ni power, kakak tau Insya-Allah iqa boleh buat.
Iqa da cover sume?
bole, seram sejuk Iqa pun bole je jwb kan?
doa selalu and rajin baca buku...
hehe Good Luck Iqa!

Nad, Sharifah Salmah and the GAB girls:
good luck. korang ni kate je malas, result gempak gak.
so maintain result yang gempak tu ye?
all the best girls!

Anas:
yeah to you too, good luck jumong!

Nana:
Good luck dear!

and in general to 5P2 students yang selalu buat i ketawa bila relief kelas mereka, to all form 5 in Teknik JB and SMIH. Good Luck, Ganbatte, Fighting and Jiayo!

To hypocrite people

hypocrite people in my life, this song is dedicated TO YOU.

"Don't Stay"

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

[Chorus:]
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

[Chorus]

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

[Chorus]

Don't stay

Don't stay


[Thanks to gtsujiuchi@attbi.com for these lyrics]
[Thanks to Spazzy_twil@hotmail.com, nayray00@yahoo.com for correcting these lyrics]

dedicated to people who think they are great and worthy in my life when they are just a fake and definitely meant nothing. it's not even worth knowing them
don't try to hide anything, the face behind that mask, i discovered it already and it's ugly.
why don't you people just be honest? for God sake, be honest with yourself.
all these lies, you just make me disgust you even more.
out of my life A.S.A.P.

p/s: any 5W1H will not be entertained.
(5 W - what, why, who, whom and when. 1H - How)
p/s 2: jas, falah you know the story already^_^
p/s 3: death note much? lalala~

Turn 'em into gold

or not...

I'm sure you had heard fairytale about a king so greedy that he asked from fairy to give him the ability to change everything he touched to gold.
he got what he wished for but then regret it when his own daughter turned to gold and he cannot eat anything since every single thing that he touched, well, turned to gold.
the Midas touch (thanks kak dee^_^)

i do wish sometimes i had that ability rather than turn everything i cook to be super spicy!

every single thing i cook, it will always turn to be so spicy though still edible but pity my two little brothers. they need to prepare a big Tupperware of water (okay, I'm exaggerating but my point is, they need to have a lot of water) to survive eating anything that i cooked.

but my mum never complaint. she would be thankful and kept saying
"alhamdulillah. thanks kakak for cooking this!" with smile on her face
and when my dad came home my mum would tell him that his daughter cooked.
she is proud i can tell^_^ (love mama so much!)

but still, why it has to be spicy?
i know, u love spicy stuff but mawa please consider the little tongue of your brothers when you put pepper in your cooking.
and today i cook fried rice, Johor style and again, as expected, terlalu banyak lada kisar!!!


nasib baik x merah menyala. kalo x mmg kite sorang je yang makan.
tapi faiz makan kan?
hehe~
don't worry, it's edible.
only a little spicy.

should be thankful though.
Korean love spicy food.
oppa, here is dobbokki 4 u=)

Onion

why is it essential to have onion in every malay cooking?
why? why???

cause without onion, Malay food would be tasteless.
it's like a car without the engine,
football without player,
baseball without bat...
(what the hell am i talking about!)
everything would be meaningless.

To have it in every cook is a must.
gulai, kari, rendang, singgang...
you name it and onion goes in it!
it definitely proves that it is a must in very malay cooking.

but why one must suffer badly due to cutting it?


aargh!!! my eyes always look like this every time i cut it!
i will "cry"!!!

why you must make me suffer?
oh onion please don't do this to me!
i have to see you and cut you every time i want to cook so don't make me hate you.
i am suffering because of you.
see, even the the eyebag appeared!
bleh!


onion oh onion!!!

but mum told me it because i rarely cut it that's why i suffered this way but now i have to cook everyday and don't tell me i don't see enough of you.

aargh, onion just drives me crazy

*Crazy* Girls Day Out

today, 5 of my crazy girls came to my house, supposed to beraya,
iera si kaki pukul, pieka yg random, suesu yg blur, bella yg cool and dayang yg cute.
yes they were, we had fun, talking, gussiping (arrgh! haha)



so after that i asked where they were planning to go after this.
"ingat nak gi CS" kata si kecik Dayang
"ee, pakai baju kurung?" susue berkata
"yela, okey ape!" bella menegakkan hujahnye

"eh, kita pegi sutera mall la" iera secara rambang (budak ni mmg gini lah, random slalu)
setelah ramai-ramai bersetuju dayang said "teacher, jom la pegi dengan kiteorg!"

me:??? wait, i ask my mum first...
well it turn out my mum didn't mind me going out with the girls.
so terjadilah adventure the girls day out.
but sue was still cotemplating weather to go with us or to saujana for open house.
she was confused
but at the end, she choose to meet her friends at saujana.
that's okay sueRapat, some other time perhaps
we walked around the mall, try to find bag 4 iera cause she was looking for one.
and each stop at the shoes shop, i would take my time to try the heels that cought my attention.
opps, the desire to buy.... no no no... till next time baby, you will be mine!

after that we go to kopitiam ape tah, to drink and to see secret someone on a secret mission.
hehe

during the time we walked around, dancing competetion was held.
i agak berlari sbb terdengar lagu SJ 'Don't Don". they were dancing using that song...
waah!

a moment later, they pulled me
"da miz mawa, jom jom!"
jahat! nak tgk jap je. huhu

hehe
then we go out, took crazy pictures together

dayang, pieka,miz mawa,bella, iera ngek ngok.

ini adalah tayangan kasut perdana

before i go (i was the first to go back cause ada jemputan untuk dipenuhi), we hugged and kissed each other... i am so gonna miss these girls. they were crazy but still do the works i told them to do in class, we talk like sisters and they are a good students.

thanks girls, i had fun=)

p/s: i just noticed i use word " crazy" way too much in this post.

being a practical teacher

during my 3 months of practical teaching, never once i shared the sentiment of being a teacher here, in my own blog.

but guess i'll do it for today.
being a teacher, it wasn't really my choice and my parents never forced me either.
it was my willingness to accept the humble opinion and caring opinion from a mother that loves her daughter with no conditon.
she knows me better than i know myself.

so, when i first registered in Teknik Jb, i still felt empty, no spirit at all.
spirited away!
still feel the same when i first enter my class...
but the feelings changed once i got a very positive responds from my students of 4K1.
(the first class that i entered)
they were good and tentatively listened to each of my word
(later i learned it was because of my essence)
and the same thing happened when i entered 4A1.

after that, they told me, it's english class they will wait for the whole day
(am so not prising myself, they told me that themselves!)
they will smile at my words, laugh at jokes, even when it's not even funny.
I LOVE YOU WITH NO CONDITION MY DEARS!!!

and so that's how i begin my practical.
i enjoy each day, except for the blue day,
though lesson plan was tiring and i do it last minutes all the time, the students of mine still enjoy the activities
(PHEW!!!)

*will edit later*

but on my last week, all my students were complaining, they asked me not to go, to stay here and continue teaching.
so i told them
"kalo utm tu my dad yang punye xpe gak, u guys g lah wat demonstrasi kasi kiteorg stay kat sini, x yah graduate"

they love me and i do love them too

wanna see stuff that they gave me as a farewell gift?
it's all love stuff i tell you!!!

the box with big i love you was given by faezah, my lovely bawang besar of 4K1.
chocolate was given by my adek angkat yana (she is in 5K1)
the box with pin ribbon, gonna talk about that a little later
selendang was given by qistina and her gang (the picture there) of 4A1
a rose was given by bella of 4K2 (i didn't even thought her, yet she still gave me sumthing. sweet isn't she?)
letter was given by the insiders girls of 4K1

nice purple flowery peepto of fabiano ricco was given to me by

FarinNa girls (farah,intan n nana the keusahawanan girls but intan is not my official students)
thanks dear, i really love it, and the size is... u know my size!!!=)

the beautiful purple heels of summit was given by

belleikawadasushymamia=)
muax! luv u girls!

a box of fererro rocher (u guys mmg, saje nak suro i gemok tau!) and a funny farewell card by

funny daniel (why you picked that card? i was practically ROFL u tau x?)and he shares it with

sweet tasya n adlyn (luv u girls so much!)

Elianto's Cherish apple by

Meera yg i syg! luv u adekku=)(ad,meera and tasya are besties and together, the formed a grup called E.L.F. which stands for everlasting friend sejibik fan club SuJu)

i don't give them anything much, anything special. just a tiny note book, a pen and personalize letter and a card for the whole class, and they treat me this way???
how can i not love them???

to all my dears, i wanted you to know, even before the gifts, even before the secrets sharing even before we can jokes around, i already love you=)

p/s: sorry people, stole all of these pictures from your MySpace site. not mad right?=)

Get tagged, you will too!!!

got the questions from babyJane. the questions seems interesting so i decided to take it. beware of people that I'm going to tag later. muahahaha (gelak gile jahat!)

rules : no tagging back!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
say goodbye. bad guy don't deserve a good girl like me

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
a dream? one only? x besh! coz i got loads!

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
george w.bush

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
seems like a famous questions... tukar gigi emas. muahaha!

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
gile ape??? i straight tau!!!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. that's how i appreciate people

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i don't wait. it's a stupid things to do. i have a life to live. i won't wait for hopeless things like love. when it comes to human's heart, there's nothing much we can do about it. but on donghae is different case all together. (bias am i? lala~)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
nothing. clearly that means he is not for me, we are not meant for each other. i have a life to live. love means letting go and being me, i'm seriously good at that.

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
i pray for my parents everyday. the prayers is quite lenghty you see.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
nothing can bring me down (gile berlagax!)

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
let time decides.

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
sleep

13. What you think about the person who tagged you is ?
i like her blog though i don't know her in real life

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
of course single and rich. married blom tentu bahagia maa!!!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
nope. afraid of getting hurt and feel sorry later

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
never happened in my life and impossible to happen. i'm the faithful type. i only stick to one faithful guy.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yup, easy for me to forgive and i don't hold grudge but i will never forget what that person has done to me and i'll be super extra giantly careful so the same mistakes won't happen again.
liars and betrayer are ones i won't tolarate though. won't forgive!!!

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
single!!!!!!! single is simple, couple is trouble, married is a blessed.... wee~

cepumas question :
20. Which part of your body that u feel sexy ?
APAKAH INI SOALAN!!!

wanna tag:
1) balqis the real one=)
2) Jasmine besties 4 eva!
3) myFalah-ssi besties (really want to see ur answer!)
4) Kak Dee, please!
5) A-Eja my sis syg!
6) Nad, a lil time only^_^
7) wanie (2-2 wanie pun bole!)

on mirotic and sixth sense

mirotic=spell=santau

i don't know how shall i begin.

nina was the only one among the 5 (2 cannot be count coz they are still kids) of us who haven't see anything. we thought maybe because she is the weak type.

yeah, it was...
but now she can see...
she was so shocked that she was under "mirotic" last night.
we thought we lost her so my mum searched for her in school.
she was missing when she was supposed to be there.
my mum and amni with help of hosteliers searched for nina the whole school.
she was nowhere to be found.
they shout for her name but of course there was no answer.
the searched stop at 1am.
out of nowhere, suddenly she appeared.
all these while, she was wandering alone in the school (hidayah is quite big)
she tried to lie to my mum but failed.
my mum learned the truth already
she said "benda tu ajak nina jalan-jalan"
this is her story;

nina jalan sorang-sorang kat sekolah. masa tu nina depressed fasal banyak benda jadi nina amik route yang jauh untuk ke asrama.
nina lalu sekolah rendah. masa jalan tu, da nak dekat maghrib, nina nampak ada benda panggil nina kat kelas darjah1. tak tau kenapa takde rasa takut nak pegi kat dia.
mula-mula ada satu, tapi lama-lama jadi banyak.
benda tu ajak nina jalan-jalan kat padang (take note, field at hidayah is so dark int the night, the field is big and just behind it is ladang kelapa sawit).


after that my mum took her to see ustaz hasanuddin.
ustaz tu suro nina panggil benda tu.
nina pun panggil benda tu.
kata nina benda tu ada yang berdiri, ada yang duduk, ada yang mencangkung....
ustaz suro nina cakap kat benda tu supaya dia pergi dari nina...
lepas tu, nina didindingkan.

they called for her but she can't hear anything...
she walked around the school but they couldn't find her...
she was brought into the world of the "other"...
and Alhamdulillah only for awhile...
just take my precious little sister away from me!


memang kite pelik gak sebab masa balik tu dia senyap je
(siap simpan kasut dia menghempap heels kesayangku!!! ini bole mendatangkan mara ni! hehe)
but after i learned that she is a bit unstable, tak kesah la.





my family has the gift of seeing things that cannot be seen.
we first knew that ammar, my second bro could see it when he was 14.
after that, he told us that he can see things in school too
(of course, u pegi mana2 sekolah pun, mesti ada tempat yang keras)

me... yes i can see things too.
the first time i encounter with it, it seems mad, looking down on me with a very angry face.
i even look at it twice to confirm it. well, logically, no human sat on the rooftop in the dark place surrounded by jungle at 11pm right?
and after that for me to see that things, it became normal.
scared? of course but i don't show it, only suddenly my hands will shake and my body will tremble.

amni, the first time he saw it, it's in our house.
he only had the thought of " eh rasa nak tengok la benda tu"
and suddenly, the thing passed just next to him.

the same for balqis, she saw it twice on the same day, a white figure that seems like guarding our house.
but usually white figures are the type that did not disturb others.

this gift... it's not exactly a gift but nonetheless i am strong as aperson.
been there, done that.

never been miroticed but i do have 6sense and tanpa is the best=)

anas oh anis

so the story is about a boy of 5M2.
the name is anas.


yesterday, i took a relief in his class.
i was sick that day and i have no mood to talk but he came up to me sometimes to ask me if i am fine.
but i really have no mood for friendly chit chat due to the weight in my head.
so after sessions of baring2kn kepala di meja guru, i took the initiative of walking around the class (even when my head was spinning like mad)

masa tu da nak rehat, i pg diri dkt dengan meja sorang student tu nama dia Helmi (haha, stalker!) pastu tiba2 ada la sorg budak ni muka cam cina2 sk8, dia dok sebelah helmi time tu.
x tau la i ape namanye. jadi kat sini i panggil dia cina je la. dia tegur i,

cina: (sambil tunjuk pada si anas) cikgu tau x ape nama dia?
me: ??? ( duh, he is my friend! T_T)
cina: nama dia ni anis. kat kelas ni kalo campur dia ada 4 orang perempuan lah
me : (yang masih innocently blur) kenapa pulak? kelas ni ada 2 orang perempuan je
Cina: taklah cikgu! ada 4, tu 2 orang tu (tunjuk kat 2 students perempuan in the class), cikgu and anis.
me: aahh!!! ( okay now i get it, dia cakap anas tu perempuan!)
cina : dia memang manja cikgu, kadang2 baring2 kat bahu saya, yela nak tunjuk dia sayang^_^

anas, dengan muka bengang amik pembaris panjang and pukul la mamat cina ni.

cina: aduh, sakit la! tgk cikgu, dia jeles saya cakap dengan cikgu. ( sambil pandang pada anas) yela2 jap lagi abang balik!
anas: s**l jek
cina : tapi saya dengan dia da cerai cikgu.
Me: pulak! nape?
cina: fasal dia mandul, sekarang dia da kawin lain. (sambil tunjuk kat mamat blakag dia) dgn dia ni cikgu.
budak blakang cina: saya ni pak sanggup je cikgu
me: (bantai gelak)
anas: (wat muka sambil tunduk ke bawah and wat LK)

disebabkan tgk anas da cam panas ati, i pun datangla kat dia, amik ruler dia and pukul tangan dia (bila fkr balik, tindakan i tu lagi buat dia marah, tapi nak wat cane, mawa mmg ganas!)

cina: cikgu, nape wat dia camni? nanti dia merajuk, saya xnk bertanggungjawab, cikgu la bertangungjawab
me: no hal, i tak kesah
cina and yang lain2: waaaaa! oohhh!
me: tapi i xde nafsu pada perempuan, so jgn risau la
the whole class bantai gelak.

muka anas gile stress time tu, dia asek cari eja je. kekeke~ love u sis!

inilah suasana kelas 5M2, mmg rajin sakat orang.
sangat ceria.

anas jadi anis?


i prefer things the way the are.

=)

Falah tagged me=)

The rule is: Each player answers the questions about themselves. I'm going to start the game now! :-S

Starting time: 2.05 pm

Name: mawaddah

Sisters: 3

Brothers: 4

Shoe Size: 5

Height: just nice

Where do you live: disneyland haha kidding JB city

Favourite drinks: mineral, coke

Favourite breakfast: rarely eat so no preferences

Have you ever been on a plane?: yup2

Swam in the ocean: lika falah-ssi said, most likely float in the ocean. haha

Fallen asleep at school: all the time, this sleepy head

Broken someone's heart: i am honestly good at that

Fell off your chair: haha yup3

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: never. got better things to do like sleeping

What is your room like: neat

What's right beside you: eme's handbag

What is the last thing you ate: ikan parang goreng sendiri (this was yesterday)

Ever had chicken pox: yup

Sore throat: not now

Stitches: yup, on my head, when i was 8

Do you believe in love at first sight: never. even donghae was after i watch him in full house after a few episode. love at first sight is a lie

Like picnics: yup, with my family

Who was, were the last person you danced with: donghae... i wish! only dance for myself.

Last person that made you smile: faiz, a student of mine. talked to him just now while answering this

You last yelled at: hate yelling but i do shrieking which can be super annoying

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: yes

Kissed anyone: yes, my mum, this morning

Get sick: nope

Talk to an ex: do i have one?

Miss someone: yes

Best feeling in the world: happiness

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: wookie's on my feet so no.

That's under your bed: balqis's mattress

Who do you really hate: i don't hate people, i just don't trust people

What time is it now?: 2.19pm

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1) studying and sleeping in class too
2) tv addict
3) still having a crush on that significant someone (now da xla, it was years ago la)
4) masih di dunia persekolahan x tgk kekejaman dunia luar lagi
5) makan, tido main endlessly

5 things on my to-do list today:
1) ask mum for money
2) type laporan asrama
3) sleep
4) some more sleep
5) even more sleep

5 snacks I enjoy:
1) cadbury dark chocolate
2) chocolate kisses
3) cadbury crunchy
4) cachos bbq
5) coke

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1) beautify my teeth
2) bring the whole family to haji n umrah
3) free palestine with the money
4) buy sm town
5) buy man utd

5 of my bad habits:
1) bad with numbers
2) big spender (falah, kite ni sama je ek?)
3) so damn outspoken
4) too stereotype
5)

5 places I have lived/stayed a night in:
1) Home sweet home
2) nenek's house
3) tokmak's home
4) hostel in plkn (nvr liked it!), a while in smih, matrix n utm
5) my aunts

5 things I will do after complete what I'm busy wif:
1)alhamdullillah! lompat2 cam monyet sebab da abes praktikal. NO MORE LESSON PLAN BABE! and takyah jumpe bdk2 bertopeng suci di sekolah tu lagi.
2) holidaying
3) meeting my friends
4) sleeps some more
5) tgk cd2 yg x sempat nonton ms praktikal

abeh sudah.
time checked 6.10

( i saved it as draft so dun mind the time when i post this)

kini aku mengenali

*terasa nak tulis guna bahasa ibunda*

tadi petang bapak keluarkan ikan,
ikan tu, memang familiar lah, memang da tau nama dia ape.
memang da confirm, 100% pasti.
so kakak pun lulurkanlah badan ikan tu dengan kunyit dan garam.
dan ikan itu pun dimasukkan ke dalam minyak yang panas.

selepas itu mak, bapak, balqis dan amni pun datang ke meja makan untuk makan berbuka.
memang banyak lah juadah atas meja time tu.
kakak nak makan tapi serious tak larat sebab petang tadi da sental burger king sempena menyambut birthday tasya yg ke-16.

so kakak pun pegi duduk kat depan, sambil mesej.
pastu dengar mak cakap (versi yang kakak dengar) "kakak, mak ada kopi sedap ni. minumlah"
dengan semagat kakak pegi masuk dapur untuk mendapatkan kopi tu

kakak: mana dia mak?
mak: apa??? (masukkan muka mak yang blur kat sini)
kakak: kopi yang mak cakap tadi tu.... (muka berharap)
mak: ape kakak ni, mak minta kakak buatkan mak kopi...


la yeke? apehal la kite ni pekak sangat.
so tanpa banyak soal, kakak pun amik mug favret mak.
"kakak, kopi australia eh"
"okay"

*sementara itu dimeja makan, sambil kite tengah wat kopi mak*
amni: eh banyaknye tulang kat ikan ni
kakak: memanglah, ikan terubuk kan banyak tulang (yakin gile wa cakap sama lu!)
bapak: apela dia ni, jenis ikan pun tak tau
mak: tau jenis handphone je eh? jenis ikan tak tau
kakak: sape? balqis?
mak: kakak la, jenis ikan pun tak tau, tau jenis handphone je..
kakak: betul la kan ni ikan terubuk (yakin gile sekali lagi)
balqis: ni ikan parang la
kakak: ala lebih kurang la tu, kan dua2 pun banyak tulang ape.

ha, kan da malu!

setau i, ikan terubuk je banyak tulang, tak sangka lak ada ikan lain yang banyak tulang gak.

haha, kini ku tahu, walaupun ikan tu banyak tulang, tak semestinya ikan itu ialah ikan terubuk. haha kebodohan menyerlah!

note 1: balqis baru berusia 13 pada bulan 11 ni, kakak dia iaitu penulis blog ini sudah berusia 21 tahun 4 bulan.
note 2: kakak ialah penulis blog ini, memang itulah nama panggilan di rumah.

Dare not take the risk?

on love, yes i am. other than that, i'm up to it! bring it on any challenge, as long as i can take it!

but love...
no thanks.
anas cakap i chicken but i don't give a damn!
plus my time hasn't come yet, the right guy hasn't appear.
kalo tak, esok gak i kawen, takde tangguh2.
haha bichosso!!!
but guys pun nowadays perangai cam gampang!
nak cari yang baik tu seket punyela susah.
tapi i pun takleh cakap banyak.
i ni pun bukan baek sangat.
takat bese2 je, punye pengetahuan agama tapi perangai masih kanak-kanak lagi.
masih rasa bahagia di bawah naungan ketiak mak lagi.
masih happy nak hidup single.
masih susah nak luhkan perasaan.
and worst of all, i don't even know how i feel.
macam mana i nakkan orang tu pun, i takkan berinisiatif confess pada dia.
i akan tunggu sampai dia cakap, pada masa yang sama berdoa moga Allah bagi yang terbaik untuk diri ini.

tapi setakat ni takde calon lagi.
hahaha.


masih single 하지만 난 결혼 오전 동해, unofficially. haha
tapi seriously takde hati nak couple.
trouble itu semua.


haha ni semua merepek.

tapi i am happy for my friends yang telah mendirikan rumah tangga.
cam Mujahid yang telah berkahwin dengan Nihlah.mujahid ni sangat baik. i suka kawan dengan dia. i am so glad for him sebab Nihlah sagat seswai dengan dia. mereka berdua sangat kuat memperjuangkan kebebasan palestine. mereka sekufu dan sangat seswai.

and ungku aqilah dan suaminya. aqilah ni i kenal dia dari darjah 3 sampai darjah 6. da kawin tahun lepas, means masa umur kami 20 tahun.

see, bila da jumpa the one for you, tak yah tagguh lagi.
hidup pun lebih berkat, maksiat pun dapat elak.

"Ya Allah, berkatilah perkahwinan sahabat-sahabat ku dan kurnaikanlah kebahagiaan untuk mereka agar tiada kecurangan yang berlaku dan limpahkan kasih sayang yang berterusan dalam hati mereka dan biarlah mereka mencintai sesama sendiri kerana-mu Ya Allah!"

okay the bottom line is me.
i will once again, menegaskan yang cinta bagi i bukanlah satu permainan.

once gone, you are out of sight, out of mind.

Pictures Speak Louder Than Words?

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation results, do it with minimal words of explanation

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

alhamdulillah=)

2. Place you want to travel to:

O' Allah, please make my wish come true

3. Your favorite place:

dari diri yg kuat tdo ini
4. Your favorite food:
especially yang mak buat

5. Your favorite pet:



6. Favorite color combination:
it has always been this color

7. Favorite piece of clothing:


fashionable but still muslimah

8. Your all time favorite song:
mahar cinta - devotees

I know, but i'm not gonna lie

9. Favorite TV show:


friendship never die

10. First name of your significant other/crush:
stupid but he was, shane

11. Which town do you live in:
never knew we had this

12. Your screen name/nickname:



13. Your first job:


14. Your dream job:


15. One bad habit that you have:


16. Worst fear:

nauzubillah

17: Things you'd like to do before you die:


18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:


19. Your husband:

na chincha bichosso! puahaha

wanna tag falah, jasmine, kak di and balqis. honestly girls, this is a lot of works so prepare yourselves!!!