tiresome

I fake this smile
But I slowly feel tired of pretending

I fake this smile
But slowly I feel exhausted of acting

I fake this smile
But slowly I feel weary of this make believe

I have been true in my whole life
I have been faithful throughout this relationship
I have been loyal this whole time

I take no offense when one favor someone else better than me
I have no complaint since kissing ass is never my job.
I take no offense when I was being ignored for every word I utter

Being true to myself is what I’m good at.