Our town is just weird (and it has nothing to do with the post whatsoever)

Life is a funny funny thing.
I still think it's funny then and it's still funny now.

When I share stories with my roomate, Kak Ayesha, the names that would come out of my mouth are family members, and the 5 mate untill Kak Ayesha can smell the pattern and tell me my circle of people are predictable. I hardly share with her about anybody else cause there are nothing to tell about anybody else and bacause I hardly had any.

As compared to her, each time she tell me her stories, the name is different each time. So I had to ask "...and he/she is...?" and she would tell.

Me on the other hand, I find it hard to get attached with anyone. Family is out of question, attached by blood and by heart. I am close with my parents, siblings and grandparents and all my uncles and aunties. We are closely bonded. I can share my problem with my grandma and she got the best advice.

My circle of friends... honestly if it's not for Falah, Farah and Putri, the number of finger I'm going to draw out when people ask about friends would still be the same. Now at least I can make one hand for the numbers. Otherwise, all you will listen to are Jasmine and Salman. It's not like I am not willing to accept anyone new, I just find it exceptionally hard to do so. And Salman is the only guy who could put up with me. Though I'm struggling to understand what he said most of the times, we are still bestfriend (and we forgot each others birthday too cause we both suck at wishing birthday and giving gifts and remembering dates). And Jasmine is just there THE WHOLE TIME. we are each other soul.

I had friends when I was a trainee in PLKN but it was (sadly) a momentary friendship. I still remember Shazlin and Nadia (Hope I, at least got the name right). My matrix friends, somehow I lost contact but I remember Ain aka Oyen and Yana (and thanks to her I know Serting too^__^. Hers btw). I don't know. nothing seems to be the perfect forever friendship. We were there, at each other's company. Comfortable but once the time is up, we are back at our solidarity place. Don't blame me, I'm not the type that would hanging on to my phone and message all day (or night) long.

I want to try. But I think what I have now is enough. I am happy with what I have.

my darlings Aina and Farah. from the look of it, Farah really not a big fan of skinship