"eh da naik sikit ye sekarang?"
"pipi tu main tembam"
"bulatnye muka!"
"banyaknye break outs! banyak berangan la ni"
"eh makin gemuk eh sekarang"

Now I understand how those people feel. Being a girl, these remarks offended me. Even when I try hard not to let my feelings show, either smile or say "guess I am fat/got skin problem", but still deep inside I feel hurt.

It's not like I choose to make myself fat or make all the breaks out to go out. Can't you see my life is good? I am healthy, I eat healthy, I'm having a good life with no pressure, I feel perfectly fine about myself so what if I gain weight? does that means Planet Earth will lose its balance? The answer is obvious. Just because my cousins are skinny and tall, does that makes me look fat and ugly? At least I am smatter than any of them, even if I said so myself. so what if you are tall and skinny and pretty(or handsome) but you are a no-brainer? I'd rather be fat like this but still be a smart girl even if I have no look.

If you call this FAT, then FAT is what it isD=