뱅!

Yup, Bang! I was supposed to have my VIVA today at 9am. However at around 8.50am I received a phone call from TESL PSM coordinator and she told me I need to postponed my presentation to some other day because:

1. En. Nasir has yet read my theses – it was my fault. He received it only yesterday.
   
2. My second examiner is not around – Dr. Sarimah will come back from UK only tonight along my supervisor Dr. Masdinah
   

Hence it was postponed. And honestly, I was left a;; heartbroken because I was so ready to do this presentation even when my research is not as great as Putri's but still I really am ready to be all out and present it. Plus if I manage to do it today, I will have one less thing to think about.

But we never know how Allah plans things for us. He is the greatest planner even when we think we have done our best. But not the best. Allah knows better what is the best for me and instead of feeling sorry for myself, I went back to my room, put facial mask and rest. By resting I mean sleeping, till it was three. I was woken up by a loud bang, where the person who responsible to change the curtain bang hard on my door and I was surprised that I screamed "HOI!". Well, I hardly preserve my manner for people who have no manner. They should just knock and ask if there is anyone inside. If they are rude like that, well sorry, no matter how old you are, bragging yourself into a girl's single room is consider rude. Plus there was male worker. (I really want to complain about how Kolej 9 arrange their staff to work. How could they send male worker to check on the curtain? Didn't they have any female???).

And I had too many break outs. Actually I'm used to have break outs but this time around, the break outs are a little bit too much. I don't even have the courage to go outside=/

Thank you Falah and sorry for the trouble of having to have you to send me but last minute it was cancelled.

And I haven't see Farah for 4 days. Where are you Farah-ssi?