Just Because

Some people say, look is not important when looking for life partner, what is the most important is the heart.

I think that is a white lie.

I think the most important thing is look. I need to have a good looking husband with a lot of money.

What a selfish thought.

No, as much as I want a good looking guy

(I have in mind for someone like.... I'm not telling you^^)

I just couldn't care less to look for one. That is a hassle I tell you honestly, this bussiness of being in love and all.

I find it troublesome to keep in contact, telling him every little thing that you do, being on the phone 24-7. EUWWW!!! WHAT A COMMITMENT!

I totally have no intention to slash those who are doing that right at this moment.I am just impressed that you people can go on everyday like that, even felt lonely if your bf/gf didn't message you for one whole day when you have your 100 people (exaggerate) around you.

No I am not going against anyone's thought.

It's just me who I don't think I can handle such thing. I will hate my phone if it constantly making noise unless I trigger it, then it's fine ( say I purposely play music etc)

and so lately, I have been skipping meal, constantly and surprisingly coherently. When I went back yesterday, I asked mak whether she noticed my eyes are swollen, she she said yeah, and it in a bad manner (sob sob my life!). I told her I'm lack of sleep and she said "good for you. At least it is for something useful". It's not like I really want to skipped meal. I am hungry and I need to eat but then I can't find the right time to go out to the cafe. It's been busy this week and because of lack of sleep and skipping meal, my face had a major break outs. Sigh~

and this weekend we got drama, finally. I love my drama class but I hate drama that happen behind the drama. they are all seriously a drama queen they should be the main actress instead of my besties and I.

oh, wait.....

what was I trying to say exactly?